OMG!!! me singing karaoke @ Myspace!!!

Well, for those who have already known about this myspace service please feel free to laugh at my outdated discovery. The thing is I've known they have such function for a long time but I just never eager to found out how it works because I thought it would be stupid. However, since i had nothing better to do today, I went to myspace and registered an account and downloaded the karaoke program (you need to download a program in order to make the whole thing works). Then I started to try this function out.......

IT'S SOSOSOSOSO FXXKING AMAZING!

I was so addicted to it that I spent 5 hours recording songs. The good thing about this function is the operation system is so user friendly even your 70 years old grandma would know how to use. It almost does everything that you will need for creating a cover song video, from offering lyrics, vocal on/off, video and audio recording, to uploading. All you need is a mic, cam (optional) and a computer. If you pay some money you can even change the key of the song and have vocal effect. Moreover, the song selection is really good as well. Although It doesn't have every single songs, at least they have the hit ones, for both new and old songs (I was recording "over the rainbow" for over an hour). However, it still has few things i think it need to be improved, for intense, the lyrics animation doesn't sync with the music very well and the quality of the video it record for you is rather poor (unless you pay, of cuz) and only the first 10 recordings are free and if you want to continue recording you will need to pay. The thing that worthwhile to notice is you don't need to pay at all if you just want to sing along the karaoke music, however, you can just do that in youtube as well, the point of this service really is the recording part. Therefore i am actually thinking paying for this service maybe for a month, which is like 10USD. A month is actually more then enough since my enthusiasm for such things usually lasts less then that.....

anyway, i am still addicted!!!

Myspace Karaoke website
http://ksolo.myspace.com/

Clubbing / annoying dude

I haven't been clubbing for ages. It was months ago when i went to club last time. Its not like i don't want to go but I found it the older i am the more i need a company to go to such place. However, when I was listening lady gaga while i was working out that afternoon, I had this strong feeling that i really need to go clubbing that night.

So, i went.

It was a very fun night at the club, the songs are good, the people are cute, except the fact that I was bothered by this annoying guy the whole night. This random white dude just suddenly came to me and told me I am very cute. I thought he just wanted to be friends since he told he had a boyfriend already, therefore I thought it was perfect because I could totally use a friend in the club and didn't have to worry this guy would have a crush on me since I have absolute no interest in him. However, unsurprisingly, he started acting touchy. The worst thing is there was this cute mixed dude there and we were staring at each other all night. I was kind of waiting for him to say something but it was totally ruined by this annoying guy cuz he almost kissed me in front of him and i had to literary push him away. Of course at the end this mixed guy didn't ask me anything and I have to tell that annoying guy to go away. Funny thing is that annoying guy was trying to convince me I have feeling for him. This tells me that sometimes we really have to be brutal to people we are not interested in at the club, otherwise every thing you do even pushing him away would seem like flirting to them, so let alone being nice and consider their feelings, in fact, they have no feelings, the only thing they want is fucking.

WELL WELL WELL, except this my clubbing night is actually not too bad and i am so excited when they play Lady gaga's new song - bad romance.

Heres the music video!

Meeeeeeeeeeeeee

I have been playing Call of duty: modern warfare 2 for the past few days non-stop and i still suck at this stupid shooting game. This is actually the first "first person shooting" game i have ever perched and so i am not ashamed of the fact that I am not that good at it, but, WHY WOULD I DIE SO EASILY?? whereas other online players don't seem to fall that easily like me, WHY!?!?!?!? so annoying.

W called again on Friday, the last time he called was almost 2 months ago. I felt much better when he called this time and I didn't seem to care what happened anymore so we just chatted. May be I am just so sick of giving a shit of what he did so much. We chatted for almost 2 hours, mostly boring stuff, but i guess that's not the point of this conversation. The point of this conversation is really about we can finally move on and start being friends. I really don't know if i really can just be friends with him to be honest, but I seem to be fine with it today, hell knows what I will think tomorrow.

This Korean dude makes me smile :)

My little middle finger

I was supper stressed for the past few days mainly because my roommate told me that he had to move out on January. That means if i want to stay in where i am staying I have to sign a new one-year contract with the management company but since I have too much uncertainty in my future, which i am graduating on Dec and i dont know if i could found a job here, I really can't commit that much. therefore I whether found a roommate who can sign the lease for me or found somewhere to move on Jan.

I am so SICK of moving!!!
looking for places>packing>moving>organizing
fuck fuck fuck fuck

Especially i absolutely LOVE where i am staying right now, i love this apartment in every aspect, location, price, and the quality of building...

Sign...despite I actually had few things I should be happy about, like finally I seem to find a friend and the positive feedbacks of my project, I still felt very stressed. In fact I felt even more stressed by not being able to enjoy those happy moments. I can't even eat properly after my roommate told he he had to leave. All i ate that night was a very small portion of vegetables.

Two days later, I was feeling a tiny bit better, but, still stressed, I went to the Art museum with my friend Lu because i thought Art piece might claim me down from the stress and art museum seems to be a good place to chat (feel free to hate me, art lovers). After telling her all my troubles at the art museum we decided to the shopping mall to get a birthday present for Lu's friend. It was quite cold that day so we decided to take a bus. When we were close to the bus stop we saw this bus was next to it and we started running. However, when we got there the bus driver started closing the door. Its not like the door got closed then we got there; its more like we got there then the door got closed. I was furious indeed, and the first idea that popped up in my head was that the driver was a racist. Well, you can't really blame me by thinking that because i had experienced this before, not just once. Therefore I rose my middle finger to the long-gone bus. Then I heard this guy behind yell, "hey man, don't do that, its not cool". Then i turned around and looked. I saw there were actually a bunch of people and they were waiting for the bus too then i realize the reason why the bus didn't wait for us is because the bus is full and its not because of "US". I was totally embarrassed and i really didn't know what to say. Then I received countless weird staring and I was supper uncomfortable. They much think, "OMG, this guy dress up so well but acted like a cavemen". Honestly, rising my middle finger is not something that i usually do. However, that day i was really stressed therefore i felt "everyone against/dislike me". I am not trying to make an excuse here for my rule action and i know what i did is wrong. I think this is actually a very good lesson for me to teach myself that I have to hold my temper even when i am in angry or stress, at lease before I figure things out.

anyway, I am feeling much better now regarding the housing issue, at lease i will have 2 month right?

Aunt visiting / Friend haunting in Craigslist

I have been extremely busy last week. One of the major reasons is my aunt was visiting me all the way form Hong Kong for 9 days and that means i had to take care of her in that 9 days. Please don't got me wrong, i am more then happy to take care of her since we are actually quite close, the thing is she came in the wrong time, when i have a presentation and essay due that week and an other typographic project (so now you could tell how busy i was). I was actually a little bit nervous becasue i have never had my relative stay in my place for that long and i really don't know if i would handle it especially she we have stay in the same room all the time. Fortunately, it turned out to be very pleasant a visit and she was being super understand. I originally thought 9 days was a bit long but now i really do miss her and wish she could have stayed a tiny bit longer. :(

anyway, Can you guys remember how many times I have complained that I have no friends???? seriously, i really can't remember, i just know i had complained lots.

well, after all the complaining, I've finally done something! (yay!)

I posted an ad on Craigslist saying i want to have friends (how simple!)

surprisingly i did get quite a lot of feedback and of cuz, that includes perverts replies too even i stated clearly in my ad that "if you think you might be one of those perverts then please don't reply" but you know, that kind of that do happen. LOL. After scanning all the replies i found one of them might be worth to reply to. oh, by the way, i got this straight guy's reply, saying that he wants to make friends with me. But, Honestly, i really do not think a straight guy would want to be friend with a gay gay so willingly, it really makes me think he is whether a questioning or a serial gay killer, do you guys think that sounds abnormal too? should I or shouldn't I reply him? anyway! i replied that "worth to reply to guy". After years of putting efforts on making local fiends in a western country. I do believe race is a factor when people pick their friends. However, I think that is no one's fault and thats just the way it is, especially Asian do that all the time too. Therefore when i replied him by email i attached my photos with it so that I could save me some time if he is a white gay sucker who is only looking for white gay friends. However, I got his email this evening and the context is actually quite genuine and it does make me believe he want to make friends with me and he even told me my photos are nice (of coz, i am a cute guy!!!). I just replied him before this blog entry, guys, WISH ME LUCK PLEASE!!!!!!

by the way, I successfully claimed 550 bucks from the dental insurance, yay!!